Names

AHHHH!!! Frustration, Hair-pulling, Soundless screams, Anxiety, Sadness, Excitement, Disappointment, Kicking, Punching, Arguing/Debating, and did I say FRUSTRATING! I am really wanting to figure out a name for the baby. We have come up with one that we both can't say we don't like, but it is similar to what our friends are naming their daughter. So I am thinking that that name is going on the back burner. Plus, the more I think about that name, the more I am pretty sure there is a better name out there and I have yet to find it. Jared seems to think there is plenty of time to pick out a name, but it is almost torturous for me because I think about it almost all day every day. We do have a lot of time to figure out a name, but when it is on my mind all of the time, it becomes heavier on my thoughts. His other 'argument' or thought is that since we aren't telling the name to anyone until after she is born, what does it matter when we decide the name. Ugh, typical male. I would love to stop calling her 'baby' when I am by myself in the car, or at home, or talking to Jared about her. I think that it will be fun to leave an element of surprise for when she is born. I have looked at baby names for I don't know how many hours on the computer. I love unusual names that I either have never heard of or have only heard of a couple of times. I think Jared likes more common names, or ones he has at least heard of before...which is sometimes annoying because he keeps suggesting names that I associate with someone in my past or someone I know right now. Jared will probably be rolling his eyes just about now because he reads this to catch up on current events too...haha. It's not like I don't also talk to him about the things I write on here, but whatever he wants to do is fine. I love you Jared:)

Anyway, that might be enough ranting for tonight. Maybe I can fall asleep now that I have been able to vent some frustrations to the good 'ol internet:) What has this world come to where I find solace in an electronic machine? Sad, sad world. What's even a little more sad is that I don't even know if anyone reads what I write on here. Once in a while I will get a comment, thanks Joyce for the last one!, but do people actually read my posts? I wish there was some way to know if people come to look at my page like Myspace has. Umm, yes I also have a myspace page...I don't do much on there though. I use it a lot to email people. Okay, enough of defending my technology vices.

Love you all! :)